What's Next??

Lee told the about a football play called "shotgun" where you make the play without thinking, you just do it. Well that just about covers what we'll be doing next Lee's been offered a job in Sydney NS and will be leaving on the 24th of this month. And the disstion has fallen on me to stay or to go with him, and I'm going, actually its only 3 months but you have no idea how much I HATE being on my own, I don't have enough friends around to keep my mind busy like I had in Fredericton, and I just aren't motivated to go to work more and more everyday, and with Lee gone (if I stayed) I probably never go to work b/c he pretty much kicks me out the door (some days haha)

I'm going to look on the good sides of this situation, we're getting rid of a lot of things that we really don't need, (actually we'll be donating them to Canadian Dieabities Ass.) so we'll help them a little :) we keep what we need, and get rid of everything else. Plus this will give both of us an chances to grow and expand out horizon. I wanted to leave work, no I can without feeling bad, I can start a new job for the three months and then come back and possibly work at the Christian school and the teachers Assistant and if that falls through I'll have another job later when we get back, also we can move closer to where Lee's going to be working. Besides we were planning on moving to another apartment anyway (crazy loud people that live upstairs were driving us nutty)

I just want what will make Lee happy, and if Lee's happy I'm happy. I'll be fine, we'll be fine. thats all that matters isnt it?

Heidi