High School

Dont mind my rant

mind you i dont miss high school one bit. but you know what gets me, when your in High school you think this is it, everything here matters. Like all the "classes" of people in school, what the deal with that? who's to say your "cooler" then anyone else? there classes (at least in my school) like Jocks, Preps, Nerds, Outsiders, Brains and a few in between people that just dont get a a "class". I have no idea where i fit in i sure whats "cool" in school though. I dont think i had a class. but really does it even matter now?

The day you graduate the worlld doesnt care if you were a Geek or a Prep your on your own now. I saw a few people from school a few years ago, and in school they were known as "cool" i believe and when i was him, he was just some guy hanging out with a friend or two. big deal.

the only thing i miss about high school is having my friends all in one area, now their all spread out and it sucks. I think i only talk to one of my friends from school on a semi regular basis. I miss the simple life, not having to worry about bills, paying the rent on time, and just spending the money on me not anyone else. I miss living at home, knowing when ever i needed to atlk to someone either mom or dad was just down the hall, instead of acorss the ocean.

mind you i dont dislike my life now, as bored as i may be, i still love being married, i mean theres somethings i dont like--dirty dishes that arent mine for example. but i wouldnt triade my life for anything even when there were hard times.

i'm sorry i dont have real point to my rant i just had to get somethings off my chest.
~Heidi