Throughout the Year 2012...

May you always make the right moves.

May your cup runneth over with love.



May you always find shelter from any storm.



May you remain good looking and looking good!



May you find the perfect diet for your soul.
(If this face doesn't make you want to stop eating sausage, nothing will.)



May you find perfect balance in the company you keep.



May you have as much fun as you can before someone makes you stop.



May the worst thing that happens to you come in slobberry pink and furry tan.



May you manage to MAKE time for a siesta.



May all the new folks you meet be interesting and kind.



May your accessories always harmonize with your natural beauty!



Should your mouth ever be bigger than your stomach, may you have a chewing good time!



May you always know when to walk away and know when to run.



And may your friends always bring you joy!



GOD BLESS YOU. MAY YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR
FILLED WITH LOVE, HAPPINESS, AND HOPE.

more photshop

Bee and its flower
friend of mine's mom when she was younger

my uncle when he was younger and his dog
my Sister-in-laws Fiance Nick, zombie

Futrue shop

As of this month i would have been working at Future shop for 3 moths on the 19th. and sadly I'm no longer working there due so some new store manager who figured he should show his new power in his position and fire people. I just got to be the "lucky" person. Since i was still technically within my 3 months they could get away with it without getting sued or something. And what makes it worse as well is a few weeks before all this my fav boss there Jamie got switched back to being the boss of Home Theater and no longer my boss thus leaving the postion to Ron the guy in charge of cell shop. So basicly when Callon broght up the idea to let me go, Jamie wasnt there to have my back and knew how well i was doing and pretty much not let collen stab in the back which he did. Neither Ron or Collin know a thing about me or how well i was doing there but that didn't matter to them all they was that i wasn't making enough money in commission so they let me go. so here i am back looking for work, depressed as I've even been after leaving a job.

Its really frustrating to b/c i was just getting good at my job making good money, Lee and I were getting ahead on paying our bills rather then just scraping by and then smack this happens and i dont know where we stand now, what we'll do, students are back in so maybe there will be jobs openings but i dont know. This happening just enforces my hatred of this city... I just want to go back home where things make sence and i have family around me.

My Tweety mobile

some truck in Europe i think I'm not sure i saw it some where and thought was cute not my idea of the tweety Mobile but close
I photoshoped this one from a regular pale yellow VW bug and turned it into my Tweety Mobile :)

Photoshop projects

Lee beat up :)
Me beat up :)
Flower fun :)
Lee in room full of water :)

photoshop lesson: made girl "perfect"
messed with eye
black and white into color

fancy fire effect

Life's directions

Life can be so frustrating when you don't know what you wanna do with it. All my working years I've worked in retail and frankly I'm just tired of all the BS that comes with it. Most if not all the jobs I loved working with my fellow workers but man the person above me are always awful, the longest I've worked at a place a believe was 6 months and my favorite job sadly only lasted 6 months then went under for whatever reason.

Why cant I figure out what I'm good at at get a job that I'll actually enjoy going to for more the 6 months? does that job even exist? I'm supsot to be going to this E.I. group thing to figure out what i wanna do with my life. I was advice to take a test thingy to tell me some of the jobs that would be interesting to be bast on my answers. sadly the top results were all the same, Animation, which i have no interest in what so ever. So my choices are go back to school and see if i can find something i like there, or suck it up and go back to retail. Which is beyond frustrating. I like helping people but I want to get paid for it too, and I'm not really good at the school thing so i really don't want to go back to school.

there's just sometimes i really hate my life, people around me seem like they have their life together, they know where their going or know where they want it to go, I'm 26 years old and i still have no clue what i want to be when i grow up, and it makes me made that i have no direction in my life, and i have no one to blame but myself.

when i was little i wanted to follow in my dad's footsteps and go over seas, and yet i had no idea what i was going to do once i got there mind you I just wanted to be over there. i cant preach or teach, i don't do well with groups, and I'm not a builder so that wouldn't help, and i cant heal people b/c i have no desire to work as a doctor or nurse. So that idea's out the door.

when i was 14-15 i wanted to do something with ASL but had no idea what, i picked it language really fast b/c of the whole visual learning thing, but again what would i do? All i know is that i like to work with my hands, like organizing, lists, and helping people. If i can find something with all that and have a nice boss that would be awesome, but i wont hold my breath.

Trying to look pretty

Every once and awhile i try to look pretty, today i didn't go all out but was bored and tried on 3 out of my 4 dresses trying to look pretty. no one can fault me for trying :)

The purple dress i got from V&V, Red dress, Lee gave me on Valentines day one year, and the Black/Red flower dress another one from V&V i wore to Lee's last year football get together.



Sadly wearing these dresses made me a tad upset, b/c I never have a reason to wear them outside of the house, aside for that one dress that saw the light of day. there never seems to be any reason to wear something fancy out anywhere. why get all dressed up with no place to go?

Heidi the crime stopper

OK so some excitement at the store today. Some 57 year old lady decided she wanted to steal from Value village today and so she went around the store collecting items she wanted, ripping off tags and shoving the items in her bag. Elizabeth saw her doing and told Cathrine and so we(Cathrine, Cheryl and I) went over to enforce the "no taring of tags" rule or i guess guild line. she said she didn't mean to and said she was looking for wallets, so we directed her in the right direction but kept an eye on her

Then she went away and Elizabeth and i followed her, we lost sight of her for a short second and then I saw her walking over to one of the tills. I had thought she was going to buy her items, but no such luck she made a brake for the door. As she was leaving i called over Charyl for back up and we went after her. she gave over one of her bags after she tried to tell us they were her bags, then tried to take off running, and i ran her down and dragged her back into the office, so we could call the cops on her. oh yea little ol' me taking her down haha. boo ha!

we called the cops and i stood guard, kept her from taking some drugs, tranquilizers is what she called them, that was probably a lie. a lady cop came and took statements, and we figured out how much she would have gotten away with, which was about 97. something not quite grand theft but close if taxes where in.

while we were waiting for the cops she was trying to ask us if she could just go home, she would never come back, if she could go have a last smoke, if she could pay for the items etc etc. when the cop looked through her stuff, she had a baby bag with all kinds of baby stuff (that didn't come from the store), which she claimed her son gave her, right.. and she had a baggy of drugs, not really sure what they were but the cops wasn't very happy about them, so i have no idea what they were.

the whole ordeal lasted about 1 1/2 at least but i was all pumped from chasing her down and dragging her in. i surprised a few people,just by doing that, they didn't expect that reaction from me. hehe

oh yea it was an exciting day today :)